my life be like... OOOH AHHH!!
yea i sOo stOle that sOng frOm SiSSy... but shes cute sO i can. basically i'm at MeGaN's and well... its a lOng stOry but since i'm bOred i'll tell it. well, wait... let me gO back and update u On like my whOle life. last time i wrOte was like... friday night. Or sOmething. k sO i went hOme saturday and picked JUS<3 up frOm aj's and me him and kitty snuggled fOr a while, we gOt sOme pizza, dOwnlOaded music, and just spent time tOgether. then he left at like 1 and i gOt in the tannin bed fOr the first flippin time since the first 2 days Of christmas break... and then i tOOk a shOwer... and then i went tO bed at like 4 and had tO get up in like 2 hOurs fOr church. yes... i went tO church sunday. and i havent been in like a decade and i LOVED it. mOst Of my cOllege friends dOnt really knOw hOw passiOnate i am abOut my religiOn and my beliefs but thats Ok because i'm really tryin tO get back tO the persOn i used tO be and gOin tO church was step 1 in dOin that. k sO i gOt there early enOugh and was FINALLY reunited with my chOir that i lOve sO much!!! basically if i had tO pick One persOn that mOst influenced my life it wOuld be my chOir directOr, Gerry. he's just great. and he used tO be my sunday schOOl teacher last year. i wrOte him and email the Other day tellin him hOw thankful i was fOr everything he's dOne fOr me and he cried, and printed it Out sO he cOuld read it everyday. sO basically, maybe u get the pic at hOw perfect he is. k sO... i went tO church. and sang. and i lOved it. i miss it sOo bad. and Gerry tOld me the gOOd news.... FOS (aka bible study) starts back this week and then chOir practice is right after that. sO yea, basically i cant wait until thursday cause i'm SOOOOO gOin!! k sO anyways... then after church i went hOme and passed Out On the cOuch all day. and then me and daddy went tO wal*mart and bOught kitty supplies and then we came back tO schOOl. and it was the FUUUUNNNIIIEESSSTTTT thing. Ok idk that i ever tOld ya'll this... but i SOOO have a kitty at schOOl. like megan fOund it One night and brOught it tO me and i kept it. lOl. her name is fOO fOO... yea we were drunk when we came up with that. sO anyways... like cats are SOOO illegal here. sO when i tOOk her hOme this weekend, i had tO sneak her back in sunday night. well, i bOught a big trashcan at wal*mart, sO i just put the cat in that. sO i carried in a meOwing trashcan. lOl. and then the cat spazzed Out and like... clawed me tO death and jumped Out and ran dOwn the hall RIGHT in frOnt Of the RC's rOOm (fyi the RC is Over all the RA's). sO anyways... hmmm... me and bre chilled sunday night. then mOnday... nOthin cOOl happened. actually wait... i watched the passiOn Of the christ because thats the mOst influential mOvie ever made and its BY FAR my fav mOvie and i think everyOne shOuld have tO watch it. annnd it made me realize a lOt Of stuff and basically i lOved it. tuesday... v-day. well... i was pretty pissed because first Off, i hate v-day. i always have. its SOOOO Overrated. it pisses me Off because peOple dOnt get yOu stuff On v-day because they lOve u... they dO it because its a hOliday and they have tO. and i sOOOO made that pOint clear tO evan. but nO... his silly self went and gOt me a teddy bear and rOses which means he did it because he actually DOES care abOut me and nOt just cause he had tO. k sO then we went tO eat at Outback with mOmma b (aka breanne) whO was my date... evan, sarah, jOel, kendra, and her bf. well it was great. actually im nOt really sure whO paid fOr my dinner... mOmma Or evan. actually, i think it was evan. anyways... bre TRIED tO drive his bmw but that didnt wOrk Out. lOl. sO then the 3 Of us went to wal*mart... and evan was talkin tO his mOm... and she was like "why in the wOrld wOuld yOu take yOur date tO wal*mart" lOl. shes cute as a buttOn... withOut hOles. lOl. k sO basically i just wanna say evan is basically the sweetest guy ever because hes nOt like all the Other guys that are jackasses. breanne thinks we are meant tO be. haha "Ok i mean really... what are the chances that 7 peOple are sittin at a table and 2 Of yOu bust Out and dO the sign Of the crOss after we pray?" lOl. k sO anyways... i had a great v-day. nOw tOday. megan and i tOOk her jeep tO the repair place (even thO we barely made it) and it wOnt be fixed till friday. and since we cOuldnt find a ride back, we walked. yeaaa... me and megan walked all the way frOm sugar creek tO tryOn tO 49 with Our "baby" lOl. and then FINALLY grey came and picked us up and we went tO mOnterrey and we farted lOl!! theeen we went back tO cypress and pregamed a little and then sparks met up with us and then we walked ALL the way tO hunt sO megan cOuld change and sparks drOpped the "baby" and then we were gOnna gO tO *CRUSH* but we missed the damn party bus sO we called everyOne in the wOrld and we were BEGGIN fOr a ride and Offered tO FILL UP their gas tanks but nO One wOuld take us. sO we called the taxi peOple lOl. and we weeeere gOnna dO tOO but we vOted against it cause it was gOnna be $25 tO get there and we really didnt want to spend that and then $10 a persOn tO get in the club. i mean, it was ONLY girls gOne wild night... and we are wild everynight, so we didnt really miss anything. lOl. sO nOw i'm just waitin fOr heath tO get back sO he can pick me up and take me frOm hunt village back tO cypress cause i SOOO dOnt wanna walk back in the dark and cOld all by myself. but ive been waitin On his gay ass fOr 2 hOurs already sO im prOlly abOut tO just gO ahead and walk. hmmm Ok... well i'll let u guys knOw if i make it back alive. if nOt, i lOve yOu all. Oh yea... basically i talked tO channing. and i just had tO tell her i was tired Of beefin... and that i'm happy fOr her... and i tOld her that basically, heath wasnt made fOr me, and i'm sure he wOrks a lOt better fOr her and we're cOOl. pretty much all yOu guys back hOme knOw the REAL me. the ME i'm tryin tO get back tO. and basically i just dOnt talk tO guys that dO drugs. i'm abOve that and always have been. and i'm nOt lOwerin my standards fOr anyOne.... ANYONE. i'm tired Of makin mistakes because i have SOOOO much flippin guy drama and i'm tired Of it. TIRED OF IT!!! when i finally find the right guy... there will be nO drama. and i'll knOw he's the One fOr me because he will NOT make me cry and i'll realize all the tears i shed Over all yOu asshOles were NOT wOrth it AT ALL! k well imma walk back nOw. k bye!!
